Sometimes I really dont know what it means, controlling emotions, is it normal that girls get emotional easily, Im definitely a sensitive person, to the extreme that an action I can dwell 10x deeper...it's something that I've to pray daily for God's guidance.... I really admire those girls who can act like they don't care aboutb their SO, the like I give a shit attitude...kudos kudos...Many times I tried, but I failed, how can someone who is in love with the SO ignore each other, well at least for me, it's a challenge to ignore, unlike him. At times when Im furious all I can say is 'I hate you' but you know deep inside you don't mean it, so it's better not to say it out......it's always because you love your SO deeply that you feel hurt by his actions....each relationship is so unique, how God has planned for each couple to meet....God's amazing hands...
I need to learn to let go, let go of each issue that upset me, for the more I think about it, the more I dwell into it, the more upset I get....maybe it's me, I try to put myself in his shoes and apply what I've done or what ill do...which often upset me even further.....hmmMMM..
An old friend of mine said to me on msn today, 'It's not about being single or married, it's just a statue, security is your heart, not in paper, the ring, the house, being in love and living in the same house is vastly different.......you want the heart.' ...............................
Awww it got me thinking, I do love Sam very deeply that sometimes you engrossed yourself in minute little things that you make yourself so hard to live with...........let alone spend the rest of the life with........
Sob sob, the words brought tears to my eyes, especially from someone who has been through that........
Can you hear me? @ | Friday, October 03, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
I love summer holidays, for you and I,collide on the green green green grass.... You were my heart, you will forever be
"Home"
Another summer day Has come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm
May be surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh, I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two “I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane Another sunny place I’m lucky, I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me 'Cause this was not your dream But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come And gone away In even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone Oh, let me go home Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home I’ve had my run Baby, I’m done I gotta go home Let me go home It will all be all right I’ll be home tonight I’m coming back home
Can you hear me? @ | Monday, September 29, 2008
*.* Heaven-DJ Sammy *.*
Baby you're all that I want. When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven. Oh, thinking about all our younger years, There was only you and me, We were young and wild and free. Now nothing can take you away from me. We’ve been down that road before, But that's over now. You keep me coming back for more. Baby you're all that I want. When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven. And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart. It isn't too hard to see We're in heaven. Now, nothing could change what you mean to me. There's a lot that I could say But just hold me now, Cause our love will light the way. Baby you're all that I want. When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven. And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart. It isn't too hard to see We're in heaven. Now our dreams are coming true. Through the good times and the bad I'll be standing there by you. (We’re in heaven.) And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart. It isn't too hard to see We're in heaven.
Can you hear me? @ | Monday, September 29, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
It's been a lovely Sunday. Realised I've not seen my parents from Monday till Friday this week. Guess what we had for brunch, what meant to be a tim sum session ended up . each of us had a serve of Abalone/Sea cucumber and mushroom and bowl of sharksfin followed by Tim sum. Wah...heheh Thank Daddy!He won 4D second price last week, and guess what number came out second price 8983, does it ring a bell? Yes it'smy birthday 8th Sep 83'. Every year without fail, either the full set of no.or pemuatation is sure to open near my birthday. Mummy had won a consolation earlier in Sep thus she stopped buying....mann..heartache it could have been $$ for my new room. Oh well...yet someone claims im not his lucky star. Indeed it's proven, every year you've better buy my birthdate...
Went shopping with mummy and Jes at Northpoint, quite fruitful, bought 2 pairs of shoes, eye make up remover, moisturiser, eye liner, st ives scrub....complimentary of Mummy! hehehe...
While watching Tv, I decided to 'service' my shoes, took out some of it and started cleaning them, removing the in sole pads, prepared a bagful for my maid to bring to cobbler tomorrow.
Found this new URS heels in the store, totally forgotten about it, was meant to match my green tops with it
My new love from Itti & OTTO
I like the color combi, Mum paid for it :> from Hume (what brand is this)
Some of the shoes I serviced
.Daddy promised me a big shoes cupboard and mummy promised me a big wardrobe for the new house...As the eldest, I've to give up the best room and take the smallest room, sob sob...with the smallest window somemore...let Mario have the ensuite, Jeslyn the room with full length window (my dream room)..at least my room will be the nearest to the bathroom...I'm loving my new house.....and best part, it's purchased under my name which makes me a legal owner of a unit now..hooray!
