Saturday, September 30, 2006
*.* Call of Motherhood *.*
In the midst of browsing the magazines, I found the followings from these magazines ( Nu You) that were dated
1988:
The next question in my mind, " Will my daughters look like that?"
As the year passes, I'm finally understanding the meaning of the call of motherhood. Yes I heard the call, but not in the near future.
I'm still waiting for the right frog to come to me, before I blow him a kiss to turn him into my prince charming.
I wanna have my own family, my own little piglets, little angies, my little princesses...
I feel so sick of being alone, being single, there's nobody to share my life with or cheer me up. I long to share every thing that interest me in my life with someone, long for a shoulder which can sustain the weight of my head...hehehe, a shoulder to cry and lean on....
My expectation of the other half is so simple yet it the search seems like a mission impossible. Was chilling out at Acid Bar last night, enjoying the live music and people watching. No denial that the standard of Singapore's girls have gone up, all looked pretty to me, slim looking generally or was that the effect of alcohol kicking into me? EErrrmmm, silly me began thinking...."guess it's gonna be their existence which will soon result me being archived" hahaha
Throat's so sore from inhaling all the smoke in the bar, guess the few hours there have shortened my life by 1 year...eeeeeeeeKKKKKkkkkkk..
Song of the night...
Collide---Howie Day
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
Can you hear me? @ | Saturday, September 30, 2006
Thursday, September 28, 2006
If circumstances allow, I would love to pack up and head to an island all alone like how I went to Cairns on impulse...spending time sitting at the beach, enjoying the breeze and the sun...watching the world goes by...with nothing on my mind....New Caledonia came to my mind...
I need a break....!!!! I'm thinking of you too much that it's seriously driving me nuts....
Too much listening of 97.3FM, ahhhhhhhhhhh, the songs are repeating itself over and over, again and again....where have you gone? Missy Higgin's..."Scars, Ten days, Special 2", Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway, Delta Goodrem....Do you still remember all these songs?....
I'm thinking of the past again.*smack me pls*.....
The very first time we met at the party...disliked you as much as you disliked me....
Meeting you in the library and how we hit off...
Hawken drive.....
How you became hermit during exams and I concluded that's just you when you are stress....
You left for the summer, I felt so lost....Those stitches....do you remember...are they all worn out....
Do you remember that winter night at chinatown, that bowl of fish porridge and quail...Nights spent in the lab studying for the tax volunteer thingy during winter hols...
How my shitty attitude once got you so upset.and you looked at me and teared....were they for real?
Why did you have to wipe my tears that night and promised me that you will never do it again? Why make a promise when you never have the intention to keep it?
Talk to me again,tell me what has gone wrong, I promise I'll hold my tears back...
Can you hear me? @ | Thursday, September 28, 2006
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Have I lost my stamina or something? How did I survive those days with such little rest, sleep, irregular eating hours etc? I'm feeling absolutely beat, mentally drained....what a battle it has been today...here I am badly wounded....hahaha..
Comforting part was when I saw the awaiting replies ...Phew!.....
Another monthend again....Is this the life of an accountant? Monthend after monthend, quarterend after quarterend, year end after year end.....I miss meeting new people, interacting with people....Backoffice job is seriously "BACK", guess they are not known as back for nothing....
Teach me, I want to learn!!!
Can you hear me? @ | Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Sunday, September 24, 2006
*.* Another one *.*
Can you hear me? @ | Sunday, September 24, 2006
*.* Celebrity look alikes *.*
Can you hear me? @ | Sunday, September 24, 2006
*.* Guide to my first driving attempt into the city *.*
1. On Ang Mo Kio Avenue 8, travel further for 1.14 km, then take Slip Road to Ang Mo Kio Avenue 1 towards South.
From Ang Mo Kio Avenue 1 travel for 0.78 km and then turn right to Slip Road To Expressway Central Expressway towards South.
Enter Slip Road To Expressway Central Expressway and travel for 0.09 km.
On Central Expressway, travel further for 0.36 km, then take Slip Road to Central Expressway towards South
Pass thru
ERP Gantry 35: CTE from Braddel Road - ERP 35, Central Expressway (CTE).
Pass thru
ERP Gantry 31: CTE After Braddel Road - ERP 31, Central Expressway (CTE)
Over the next 0.11 km there will be a traffic camera.
The Speed limit on Central Expressway is 90 km/hr
Stay on Central Expressway for 6.15 km
Take Central Expressway Exit 2 and travel for 0.43 km towards Upper Cross Street
Pass thru
ERP Gantry 20: Central Expressway (CTE) / Havelock Road - ERP 20, CBD, Restricted Zone B.
11. From Havelock Road travel for 0.05 km and then continue to Upper Cross Street towards East.
Total distance travelled: 11.03 km
12. On Upper Cross Street, travel further for 0.04 km, then take Slip Road to Havelock Road towards East.
13. From Havelock Road travel for 0.25 km and then continue to Upper Pickering Street towards East.
Total distance travelled: 11.32 km
14. From Upper Pickering Street travel for 0.22 km and then turn right to South Bridge Road towards South.
Total distance travelled: 11.54 km
15. On South Bridge Road, travel further for 0.65 km, then take Slip Road to Maxwell Road towards South.
Total distance travelled: 12.19 km
16. From Maxwell Road travel for 0.54 km and then continue to your destination towards West.
Total distance travelled: 12.73 km
Looks idiot proof...we'll see about it tomorrow.....
Feeling as though I'm going on a road trip tomorrow...hahaha.....
Can you hear me? @ | Sunday, September 24, 2006
