There’s only this much that man can do the possible and the impossible lies in the hands of God. He let it start, let it end, with reasons that I can’t comprehend, but I shall stop questioning and leave it all in His hands. Yes Lord, it hurts badly, can You see? No matter how much I cry, it will not change that wall which was once a door into a door….I’ve accepted, it’s a wall, and banging against just inflict more pain…….
What is Your purpose for the trials and delays in my life? Why did You make me grief? Perhaps in future, I can be a person that another can turn to in times of grieve? What are You teaching me through this hard time, what valuable truth or skills do You want to equip me with? Are You using the difficult time in life to awaken me to my need for Your grace?
Looking back at all the trials in my life, times I thought I’ll never to pick myself up again, has he not carried me each time I fall? You name it, He did it! He’s always send little angels to surround you. Always remember He will not put me through suffering which I cannot bear. Yes yes it’s true….it’s true…
Rejoice in what you’ve once gained and not the loss, Rejoice that He’s given you an opportunity to learn what Love is. Learn from mistakes and not do the same again. Be thankful and not ask for more.
Thank God for this wonderful year of 23 that you’ve given me, a memorable year in life, for all prayers answered. As I enter into a new year of 24, teach me to be gracious, teach me to be patient, teach me to be sensitive to others, that I’ll stand firm and not be suck up into this corporate jungle, racing with all the other rats.
Lord, I ask o You to drain all tears in me that I’ll tear no more..........why do I have ever flowing tears.....drain all....every single drop.....
Can you hear me? @ | Thursday, September 06, 2007
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
*.* Praise you in this storm *.*
Can you hear me? @ | Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Monday, September 03, 2007
Ever have times where you feel like everything went wrong, you’ve lost everything, looking into the mirror not being able to recognize yourself, feeling like a walking zombie, a dead living in a human body…yet I have to put up a false front as if I’m fine.
One year has passed, at 23. thinking that you’ve moved on, only to realize at 24, you’ve merely climbed out from one well to another, one much deeper than before. You asked yourself why….
If this is the cost of having once owned everything, I rather be poor and not have anything.
I’m so tired, where is my day and night....I want to fall into deep deep sleep and never wake up again..runaway from reality, the cruelty of facts and truth......which you can never change....
Can you hear me? @ | Monday, September 03, 2007
Sunday, September 02, 2007
*.* Email my heart *.*
"Email My Heart"--Britney Spears
It's been hours seems like days, since you went away, And all I do is check the screen to see if you're ok. You don't answer when I phone, guess you wanna be left alone. So I'm sending my heart, my soul, and this is what I'll say:
I'm sorry, oh so sorry, can't you give me one more chance to make it all up to you. E-mail my heart and say our love will never die and that I know you're out there and I know that you still care. Email me back and say our love will stay alive. Forever, Email my heart.
I can see you in my mind, coming on the line And opening this letter that I've sent a hundred times. Here's a picture of us two, I look so good on you and can't you please forgive me for the hurt I put you through.
I'm sorry, oh so sorry, can't you give me one more chance to make it all up to (you).
E-mail my heart and say our love will never die and that I know you're out there and I know that you still care (I know that you still care...) Email me back and say our love will stay alive Forever (Won't ya say, Won't ya say) Forever, Forever Email my heart
Can you hear me? @ | Sunday, September 02, 2007
Thank you babe,read your blog. Looking forward to our girly night out this Saturday ^_^. How abt dinner & St James power station?
Hey Mr Monitor, how to add the chat box? I'm not sure where to paste the html. How do I post the music box at the side, say under the profile. I need help from blog expert!!
