I've finally found the song..the song that we both listened to when we were having our massages in Vietnam. The smell of cucumbers placed on our faces.How relaxing....it happened only a month ago yet it felt like eons ago...
This song is just so beautiful, the lyrics, the voice..
read the lyrics "when you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again i will find you darling and i will bring you home and if you want to cry i am here to dry your eyes and in no time you'll be fine"
By your side--SADE
you think i'd leave your side baby you know me better than that you think i'd leave you down when you're down on your knees i wouldn't do that i'll tell you you're right when you want and if only you could see into me ha ah ah ah ah ah
oh when you're cold i'll be there hold you tight to me
when you're on the outside baby and you can`t get in i will show you you're so much better than you know when you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again i will find you darling and i will bring you home
and if you want to cry i am here to dry your eyes and in no time you'll be fine
you think i'd leave your side baby you know me better than that you think id leave you down when you're down on your knees i wouldn't do that i'll tell you you're right when you want and if only you could see into me ha ah ah ah ah ah
oh when you're cold i'll be there hold you tight to me when you're low i'll be there by your side baby
oh when you're cold i'll be there hold you tight to me oh when you're low i'll be there by your side baby
Don't you wish beautiful memories will never end....and can go on forever... It all felt like a dream, sometimes some things are just too good to be true...yet was convinced that it's reality...only to realise yes it was reality in a dream...Wake up girl..wake up! One last time listening to this song and I'll wake up. I have to stop painting my picture perfect coz there's no such things....it never will be perfect, it's flawed..flawed...
I remmeber when I was in Australia, this guy Manfred talked about how he sustained his long distant relationship for 2 years. His advice was to have constant chats, you can never save on calls and make sure it's everyday, be it a few minutes or hours.
Being in a long distan relationship is never on my to do list. I used to tell myself, I rather be single than to be in one. Never expect myself to be in such a situation never....I guess never say never, it all happened.....I'm just a bloody fool in love matters..In fact, I dislike the me in a relationship...why do I behave that way...Why am I so clingy..why....I told myself not to give my 100%, afraid that I'll be hurt, but was convinced to.use your heart...and I did.
Dig my heart out, I dont want to feel with my heart anymore, it's weak..I gave my 101%, perhaps that's why the blow is 2x greater on me than on him. I've became so pessimistic..why...fear,fear of losing him,I don't know why...Why is he my top priority list...why did I even abandon my work just to be cherish the time to be with him..why..work use to be more important than him, my priorities have changed...why did I allow myself to fall for the dark side...I've lost myself in the midst of crusing through..
Love fades, people change, only time will tell the truth, our goals and destinations might have changed during the journey.perhaps we only meant to be passers-by in life..to part at x road.... Perhaps I'm just meant to be single like I always have been...
